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Monica Weizen Justin is verbally not good in words. So here i am, writing down all my thoughts, my feelings that no one in this world would know. So whoever bother to read this, could understand me better. If there is no one bothers, it is ok. It is simply because i don't create this blog for you, but for myself. :)
If there is anywhere in my stories that you think has something adversely to do with you, i hereby apologize first. I just want to have my own page with my own stories without being censored. The pages are the products of my thoughts that have been derived from a rational reasoning in my own unique way.
I want to be just myself.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Am I the forgotten Eve?

Some things are not as easy as we thought.. I thought i am strong, to go through this. But now, i am breaking down. So many things running through my mind, keep me thinking. It feels sad, more heart breaking, to see people around me laughing with their friends, to see my colleagues leaving me to another place, to see my friends getting married, having babies... I am here, lost in my way. Stranded. I dont know why am i here, where i supposed to go. What is god's plan for me. And i am all alone... It feels so heavy. I thpught i am strong. Really i thought i am. Guess i am just losing my energy. It is fading now. I barely breathe. I barely holding on. Why is God still silent? Am i the forgotten Eve?