with those uncivilized people in my house. U just cant imagine how uncivilized are they in this 20th century. they are stupid n on top of it, they are dirty. Yes, dirty Girls. U wouldn't know it if u see them just like that. From outside, they look neat, ayu (konon), wrapped appropriately, n the most unbelievable is that they r actually one of the top people in board. crap. bullshits.
what words can u describe people who dump big pieces of left-over food onto the sink just like that? are they blind, or what? tell me, for god's sake! don't they have the basic knowledge that those pieces of food, when accumulated, will clog the sink????
And how may times already it did!!! How many times more? y can't they learn? i wouldn't care a shit if what they did don't cause troubles to other people.
Belinda said that few times she saw them, instead of reaching their hands n pick those residual food to the dustbin, they use their hands to force the foods INTO the sink. mm.. these idiot jokers in my house thought that the sink is like a magic hole, whatever you throw inside will disappear by itself.. oh come on...
Eli said that this is hostel life. Yeah It is hostel "life" if u r living with idiots!!! Doc-to-be? with that kind of attitude? with no basic knowledge of hygiene? oh spare me God... I dun believe hostel life are doomed to be that way.. I believe that it will just feel like home if u dun behave like idiots.
and u have not seen the after-math they caused after they done their cooking... with the pieces of onions, chillies, rice all over the kitchen and on the sink.
Adui.. punya lah main pengotor.. apa la guna nampak ayu dr luar, tp mcm hantu di dlm? Go back to basic!!!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
for someone far far away...
miss u. dunno y, but i do. everything reminds me of u, esp going to mass every week. Wherever u may be, whatever u do, no matter how much u hate me, may The Almighty bless u & be with u always.
I have been cheated by Monica
Yes.. that is right. i have been cheated by Monica Weizen Justin. That is actually my full name. Many don't know about that. i once forgot that i have that name too. ppl just call me Weizen.
Yeah. i lied to myself. i told myself that i would get up early in the morning to have a brief jog around the faculty. i feel that my tummy is bulging out, more and more each day. May be because i cook. Whenever i cook, there will always be a left-over. i feel so bad of not finishing my food. so i end up eating more than my stomach can store. To reduce my stomach size is not the main reason. Lately my health is not in a good state. so i just want to sweat out n feel fresh again. i do nothing at 217b except lying down on the bed, or sitting on the chair with my lappy.
i want to play badminton so much.. it has been 1 yr plus since i last played. but i have no racket n no1 to play with. my life is so boring, is not it?
ARghhh. sorethroat still... hate this unpleasent feeling each time i swallow. n i can feel my body started to feel cold, an early sign of fever. arghh.. dun turn it into a bacteria infection pls.. i dun wanna take antibiotic.. let it be a self-limiting viral infection.
Yeah. i lied to myself. i told myself that i would get up early in the morning to have a brief jog around the faculty. i feel that my tummy is bulging out, more and more each day. May be because i cook. Whenever i cook, there will always be a left-over. i feel so bad of not finishing my food. so i end up eating more than my stomach can store. To reduce my stomach size is not the main reason. Lately my health is not in a good state. so i just want to sweat out n feel fresh again. i do nothing at 217b except lying down on the bed, or sitting on the chair with my lappy.
i want to play badminton so much.. it has been 1 yr plus since i last played. but i have no racket n no1 to play with. my life is so boring, is not it?
ARghhh. sorethroat still... hate this unpleasent feeling each time i swallow. n i can feel my body started to feel cold, an early sign of fever. arghh.. dun turn it into a bacteria infection pls.. i dun wanna take antibiotic.. let it be a self-limiting viral infection.
Good Morning everyone!! Happy Saturday!
I woke up at 7am. Was already awake before that, but like usual i give myself 10min to get ready to get up, another 10min, another 10min, another 10min..( u want to wait til it finish? don't..)
Ok. Yesterday i spent more than RM100 just in Ngiu Kee.. i always have an unexpected expenses especially when i have extra money in the pocket. Arghh... when will i stop this over-budget habit?? It is really hard to control unless i am really broke.. Seriously... Few times i only left like RM50 for 2 weeks, but i can really stick super-tightly to my budget. I went to buy vege, some meat so that i didnt need to buy outside food which is super duper expensive. Esp. Amah Curry House. i was so heavy-hearted to take out rm6 for just rice n 1 lamb meat, after that i seldom eat at Amah, unless i want to eat roti canai.
let me see what things i bought in Saberkas:
1. contact lens Rm 43
2. 2 short pants Rm 10
3. brassiere :) Rm 12.50 (this is after 70% discaunt ok?)
4. Vege, tauhu, chicken Rm 20
then....
this was where i over-budget... i was walking to the food department in Ngiu Kee, when i suddenly saw there was Ivy facial products promotion. There was a full range of facial care products like the facial wash, toner, mask,etc. Then suddenly i saw on the table there was a device that can analyze which kind of skin type are ours belong too. it was connected to the lappy where they will take a snap of our skin with the device and enlarge n display it on the lappy.
then i was so excited. i want! initially i just wanted to see how bad was my skin. My skin is so oily with clogged and big pores :( N that was exactly what the promoter told me. Then she offered me to wash my face. U know lah this sweet-talking promoters.. first they see your skin.. aiya your skin is quite bad ah.. very oily n dry, u really need to take care of it.. 2nd, they offer to wash ur face. Xiao je, ni yao wo bang ni xi yi sia lian ma? wa, then i quickly said yes!! hehe.. i was so free that time ma.. just finished my patient interview, so took it as a reward la. hehe...
Though she only washed half of my face so that i can see the difference between both sides of my face when she was done, i felt so pampered.. oh, how nice if my bf is a rich guy, then can go to facial treatment every week.. hahaha..
She washed, applied the mask and the mosturizer on my face. It has nice fragrance, which relaxed me more. I just laid back n pretended like i was so interested in buying their products ( which i later actually come back wit it...), asking the price of each of their products. It was nice, but i think i feel just the same when i use other brands, Nothing really special. But the promoter really good in words n got me buy
5. A set of Ivy faial care trial rm 26
6. Ivy mask Rm 50
that was exactly how i over-budget!!!!!
Ok. Yesterday i spent more than RM100 just in Ngiu Kee.. i always have an unexpected expenses especially when i have extra money in the pocket. Arghh... when will i stop this over-budget habit?? It is really hard to control unless i am really broke.. Seriously... Few times i only left like RM50 for 2 weeks, but i can really stick super-tightly to my budget. I went to buy vege, some meat so that i didnt need to buy outside food which is super duper expensive. Esp. Amah Curry House. i was so heavy-hearted to take out rm6 for just rice n 1 lamb meat, after that i seldom eat at Amah, unless i want to eat roti canai.
let me see what things i bought in Saberkas:
1. contact lens Rm 43
2. 2 short pants Rm 10
3. brassiere :) Rm 12.50 (this is after 70% discaunt ok?)
4. Vege, tauhu, chicken Rm 20
then....
this was where i over-budget... i was walking to the food department in Ngiu Kee, when i suddenly saw there was Ivy facial products promotion. There was a full range of facial care products like the facial wash, toner, mask,etc. Then suddenly i saw on the table there was a device that can analyze which kind of skin type are ours belong too. it was connected to the lappy where they will take a snap of our skin with the device and enlarge n display it on the lappy.
then i was so excited. i want! initially i just wanted to see how bad was my skin. My skin is so oily with clogged and big pores :( N that was exactly what the promoter told me. Then she offered me to wash my face. U know lah this sweet-talking promoters.. first they see your skin.. aiya your skin is quite bad ah.. very oily n dry, u really need to take care of it.. 2nd, they offer to wash ur face. Xiao je, ni yao wo bang ni xi yi sia lian ma? wa, then i quickly said yes!! hehe.. i was so free that time ma.. just finished my patient interview, so took it as a reward la. hehe...
Though she only washed half of my face so that i can see the difference between both sides of my face when she was done, i felt so pampered.. oh, how nice if my bf is a rich guy, then can go to facial treatment every week.. hahaha..
She washed, applied the mask and the mosturizer on my face. It has nice fragrance, which relaxed me more. I just laid back n pretended like i was so interested in buying their products ( which i later actually come back wit it...), asking the price of each of their products. It was nice, but i think i feel just the same when i use other brands, Nothing really special. But the promoter really good in words n got me buy
5. A set of Ivy faial care trial rm 26
6. Ivy mask Rm 50
that was exactly how i over-budget!!!!!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
A new Addictor
The reason i do not like to indulge myself in watching series is that i will get addicted to it, which is what i am having now!
I watched like 3-4 episodes of House in a row while my Case Presentation wit PROF. FADZILLAH is on this Tuesday. I have got only 2 days to do it n yet i still stick my bum onto the chair, set my eyes on the lappy watching House??? What The Hell weizen..
Ya ya ya.. i know.. i ll move my butt out of this chair after i finish blogging ok.. My health is bad this week. 1st, terrific headache for 3days consecutively, resistant to 4 tablets of PCM i dumped into my blood vessel through the digestive system. And now is sorethroat. I have been eating unhealthily this couple of days. n i drank the buy-1-free-1 Nescafe Mocha i bought from Ngiu Kee like almost everyday, which i will take the last can after this. sorry, i am a coffee lover.. N not to mention the fried rice, nuggets,and hash browns that passed through my throats for the past 1 week. First it is viral, soon it will get secondary bacteria infection, which will be way worse than now. I am taking some precaution now ( mm, not the mocha after this though) like forcing my self to drink plenty of water every now and then. I hope it wont turn out to be a bacteria infection the next few days.
ok guys, got to go. The presentation community board meeting is calling me. night night..
I watched like 3-4 episodes of House in a row while my Case Presentation wit PROF. FADZILLAH is on this Tuesday. I have got only 2 days to do it n yet i still stick my bum onto the chair, set my eyes on the lappy watching House??? What The Hell weizen..
Ya ya ya.. i know.. i ll move my butt out of this chair after i finish blogging ok.. My health is bad this week. 1st, terrific headache for 3days consecutively, resistant to 4 tablets of PCM i dumped into my blood vessel through the digestive system. And now is sorethroat. I have been eating unhealthily this couple of days. n i drank the buy-1-free-1 Nescafe Mocha i bought from Ngiu Kee like almost everyday, which i will take the last can after this. sorry, i am a coffee lover.. N not to mention the fried rice, nuggets,and hash browns that passed through my throats for the past 1 week. First it is viral, soon it will get secondary bacteria infection, which will be way worse than now. I am taking some precaution now ( mm, not the mocha after this though) like forcing my self to drink plenty of water every now and then. I hope it wont turn out to be a bacteria infection the next few days.
ok guys, got to go. The presentation community board meeting is calling me. night night..
A Nice Shot
Yeay!!!! It was such a satisfying interview. I got almost everything from him. Wow, the patient is is such a co-operating patient.. He is so nice.. n i sympathize him for what had happened. May God look upon him with mercy after what he has been through n bless him. Amen!!!
Fyooo.. What a relieve sigh!! N thanx to Grace n Hwei Sung for introducing this patient to me. After this, i just need to concentrate on doing the slides, elaborate the story nicely n present it on next Tuesday. As for now. i want to reward myself with a nice rest while watching House.
I am so left-out. People have been watching House centuries ago, n i just started the 1st episode yesterday. Hehehehe.. I no a movie-person. I dun catch every single episode of drama the moment they r out like my girlfriends do. Whenever there are new movies coming out, even b4 the movies r out, they have already busy talking bout it, n so cannot wait to watch it.. As for me, i dun give any new movies or series a damn. I dun mind watching movie now that others have watched it 10years ago. hehehe.. N i dun really into watching it at the cinema. Yeah, no doubt the audio n visual effects are more real on the big screen. But im just so stingy to take out RM9 from my pocket for a movie, which i can copy from a movie hard-fan friend who downloads every single movie n watch it on my small lappy.. So lame right? Well, this is me. I hope there r guys or at least a guy who likes a lame girl like me.. Isn't it good? He doesn't need to spend so much money on movies.. :P
Arrghh.. the whether is so hot. That's y i cancel my plan of going to Saberkas. cant stand the heat even with the umbrella on. may be later in the evening when the Sun is about to go back to his dwelling place behind the clouds n hills.
OKKKK... now is House time. i was watching half way just now when it suddenly blackout.
Tata..
Fyooo.. What a relieve sigh!! N thanx to Grace n Hwei Sung for introducing this patient to me. After this, i just need to concentrate on doing the slides, elaborate the story nicely n present it on next Tuesday. As for now. i want to reward myself with a nice rest while watching House.
I am so left-out. People have been watching House centuries ago, n i just started the 1st episode yesterday. Hehehehe.. I no a movie-person. I dun catch every single episode of drama the moment they r out like my girlfriends do. Whenever there are new movies coming out, even b4 the movies r out, they have already busy talking bout it, n so cannot wait to watch it.. As for me, i dun give any new movies or series a damn. I dun mind watching movie now that others have watched it 10years ago. hehehe.. N i dun really into watching it at the cinema. Yeah, no doubt the audio n visual effects are more real on the big screen. But im just so stingy to take out RM9 from my pocket for a movie, which i can copy from a movie hard-fan friend who downloads every single movie n watch it on my small lappy.. So lame right? Well, this is me. I hope there r guys or at least a guy who likes a lame girl like me.. Isn't it good? He doesn't need to spend so much money on movies.. :P
Arrghh.. the whether is so hot. That's y i cancel my plan of going to Saberkas. cant stand the heat even with the umbrella on. may be later in the evening when the Sun is about to go back to his dwelling place behind the clouds n hills.
OKKKK... now is House time. i was watching half way just now when it suddenly blackout.
Tata..
Friday Hari Raya Haji
Finally i can blog. it suddenly blackout when i checked through my emails, nothing but a full junk of Facebook updates.
i woke up with terrible ache on my left head. i could feel the pounding artery calling for PCM. So i took 2 tablets. thank God it slowly disappears after 30min. fuuu... my life is so dependent on PCM. i just can't do anything when the headache attacks me. It is like every week i have this aching pain on my head. become less talkative, can't concentrate. N this really worries me.. For sure during HO, there will be a damn heavy workloads n sleep deprivation.. Mentally i am fit for such stress, but not my head.. Once the pain come, my entire body just switched off.. huhu..
Belinda my roomate must be having fun with other church members in Sematan for the Empowered Camp organized by St. Joe. So jelous.. Ken, Hwei Sung, n Grace must be otw to Gunung Gading now.. arghhh.... left me here in apartment 217, lot 77 Kuching, stuck with my patient interview preparation.. Arghh!! I supposed to be with the 3 fellows right now!!! I left with no choice but to sacrifice my weekend Gunung Gading plan for my case presentation.. if it were not for Prof. Fadzillah, i would have joined them!!!
I hope the sacrifice would not turn out to be a wrong decision. I Hope Hung Hung Inn cafe is open today. Today is a public holiday for hari raya haji. i made the appointment with my patient in the cafe. If it close, i'll be dead meat. Where else m i gonna take him? it is not like i have a car. i choose Hung Hung Inn cuz i can walk there.
God, i pray that everything will run smoothly today.. Hope i can dig as much as i can from him regarding his depression symptoms. My problem now is that the patient is a follow-up patient in SGH, which means he doesn't have chief complaint. How on earth am i to present a MDD case to PROF. FADZILLAH without a chief complaint. he will screw me up man. Worse come to worse, i'll just create my own. that's what medical students do right... confabulating stories, make it a nice one.. :)
mm.. later i have to treat the patient makan. Thanx God i have some extra money now. if not, how to belanja? im not complaining, but it is a token to the patients who willing to tell their secret, spend their time for us to do a case study.
But some patients take advatange of this. Just like my previous Case write up patient, who asked me RM50. he said he wanted to borrow n will pay me when he gets his pay. Hello??? Do u think i am a fool? just because his age n mine do not differ much n he thinks that he could bully me? i may look weak cuz i am not good in saying "NO", but hey, i knew what was the intention inside ur brain. i hate being fooled by a fool. N i hate myself for not be able to tell lie on the spot. my words will be shaky, n i pause few times to give the reasons.
Well,Honesty can be our strength n our weakness as well.
thinking of going to saberkas after the interview, provided the weather allows me n i am not tired to walk another km. Saberkas is my only entertainment n place to relieve my stress.. Sounds so pitiful.. But what can i do.. My life is limited without a car n a boyfriend besides me.. Sad.. When will i have one?
But having no car has it funs too. i can feel to sit in different cars when i ask for a lift from friends. Vios, kancil, Viva,n kumar's car, forget what kind of car is his. hehe. But thanx to all of my friends.. U dunno how much it means for us who dun have a car, get a lift from u all. U dunno how much suffer we have been through without car. I walked from my rented house in Sibu to the hospital everyday under the scorching heat of the mighty sun. Sweating, dehydrating my skin, stimulating the oil gland to supply more oil to the skin, but excessively, n finally my face burst out into ugly-looking pimples.. N how troublesome it is to call everyone just to ask whether they go to hosp, what time r they going, n asking whether we can follow them. N there r times when they just don't go to the hosp, n we have no choice but not to go as well. We have to follow their schedule. Sometimes it gets so frustrating that my tears fall. Just could not help myslef. feel like my life is so dependent on others. Feel so disabled. U rich ppl will not know how it feels. But we poor ppl do. N we appreciate those who are very considerate bout us, willing to give us a ride. I am not complaining. But i look it in a positive way. Though i have none, but i give thanx to God for those who have. I give thanx to the Most High for the fortune other ppl have but i don't. Thanx.. only God can returns ur good deeds. I dun regret for what i dun have right now. Cuz i am pretty sure, i can achieve that by my own, my own, n my own efforts. It is more meaningful, isn't it? There is no gain without pain, they said. n it is so true.
i woke up with terrible ache on my left head. i could feel the pounding artery calling for PCM. So i took 2 tablets. thank God it slowly disappears after 30min. fuuu... my life is so dependent on PCM. i just can't do anything when the headache attacks me. It is like every week i have this aching pain on my head. become less talkative, can't concentrate. N this really worries me.. For sure during HO, there will be a damn heavy workloads n sleep deprivation.. Mentally i am fit for such stress, but not my head.. Once the pain come, my entire body just switched off.. huhu..
Belinda my roomate must be having fun with other church members in Sematan for the Empowered Camp organized by St. Joe. So jelous.. Ken, Hwei Sung, n Grace must be otw to Gunung Gading now.. arghhh.... left me here in apartment 217, lot 77 Kuching, stuck with my patient interview preparation.. Arghh!! I supposed to be with the 3 fellows right now!!! I left with no choice but to sacrifice my weekend Gunung Gading plan for my case presentation.. if it were not for Prof. Fadzillah, i would have joined them!!!
I hope the sacrifice would not turn out to be a wrong decision. I Hope Hung Hung Inn cafe is open today. Today is a public holiday for hari raya haji. i made the appointment with my patient in the cafe. If it close, i'll be dead meat. Where else m i gonna take him? it is not like i have a car. i choose Hung Hung Inn cuz i can walk there.
God, i pray that everything will run smoothly today.. Hope i can dig as much as i can from him regarding his depression symptoms. My problem now is that the patient is a follow-up patient in SGH, which means he doesn't have chief complaint. How on earth am i to present a MDD case to PROF. FADZILLAH without a chief complaint. he will screw me up man. Worse come to worse, i'll just create my own. that's what medical students do right... confabulating stories, make it a nice one.. :)
mm.. later i have to treat the patient makan. Thanx God i have some extra money now. if not, how to belanja? im not complaining, but it is a token to the patients who willing to tell their secret, spend their time for us to do a case study.
But some patients take advatange of this. Just like my previous Case write up patient, who asked me RM50. he said he wanted to borrow n will pay me when he gets his pay. Hello??? Do u think i am a fool? just because his age n mine do not differ much n he thinks that he could bully me? i may look weak cuz i am not good in saying "NO", but hey, i knew what was the intention inside ur brain. i hate being fooled by a fool. N i hate myself for not be able to tell lie on the spot. my words will be shaky, n i pause few times to give the reasons.
Well,Honesty can be our strength n our weakness as well.
thinking of going to saberkas after the interview, provided the weather allows me n i am not tired to walk another km. Saberkas is my only entertainment n place to relieve my stress.. Sounds so pitiful.. But what can i do.. My life is limited without a car n a boyfriend besides me.. Sad.. When will i have one?
But having no car has it funs too. i can feel to sit in different cars when i ask for a lift from friends. Vios, kancil, Viva,n kumar's car, forget what kind of car is his. hehe. But thanx to all of my friends.. U dunno how much it means for us who dun have a car, get a lift from u all. U dunno how much suffer we have been through without car. I walked from my rented house in Sibu to the hospital everyday under the scorching heat of the mighty sun. Sweating, dehydrating my skin, stimulating the oil gland to supply more oil to the skin, but excessively, n finally my face burst out into ugly-looking pimples.. N how troublesome it is to call everyone just to ask whether they go to hosp, what time r they going, n asking whether we can follow them. N there r times when they just don't go to the hosp, n we have no choice but not to go as well. We have to follow their schedule. Sometimes it gets so frustrating that my tears fall. Just could not help myslef. feel like my life is so dependent on others. Feel so disabled. U rich ppl will not know how it feels. But we poor ppl do. N we appreciate those who are very considerate bout us, willing to give us a ride. I am not complaining. But i look it in a positive way. Though i have none, but i give thanx to God for those who have. I give thanx to the Most High for the fortune other ppl have but i don't. Thanx.. only God can returns ur good deeds. I dun regret for what i dun have right now. Cuz i am pretty sure, i can achieve that by my own, my own, n my own efforts. It is more meaningful, isn't it? There is no gain without pain, they said. n it is so true.
Friday, November 27, 2009
unfortunate night
arghh!!! I changed my mind of joining the hari raya haji makan2 at audi. Scared there will be no1 i know. wanna join, since i am so damn bored in the room. Plus can mkn free. wanna try the girls cooking. I msg n called evry1 asking whether they r going or not, but no1 replied. Nvrmind, not my night. next year may be i ll join.
N i am hungry now. not so hungry la, but the desire to eat is always there. N i still got this damn headache!!!! really dunno what this head wants from me! i fed her with 2 panadols, sound sleep, n yet still making noise! when will this headache leave me???? arghh.. i just cant do anything right now. i dun want to sleep as i have slept so much. no matter ho much i sleep, the pain is still there. what a morbidity!!!
N i am hungry now. not so hungry la, but the desire to eat is always there. N i still got this damn headache!!!! really dunno what this head wants from me! i fed her with 2 panadols, sound sleep, n yet still making noise! when will this headache leave me???? arghh.. i just cant do anything right now. i dun want to sleep as i have slept so much. no matter ho much i sleep, the pain is still there. what a morbidity!!!
Last min changes
arghh.. I pulled out Cell Group Camp last min.. just to interview a patient for my case presentation next week. It is so heart-breaking.. really wanna go... Y my weekend plan has to be spoiled this way..
It is a 2day 1 night camp near Gunung Gading. it must be very fun.. n i have to miss all of it.. dunno if i will have another chance to go there..
mm.. but im so thankful that final (FINALLY) i get a very cooperative patient that is willing to be interviewed. got to do it nicely, as i will prerent it to Prof. Fadzillah.. huhu..
sedihz...
It is a 2day 1 night camp near Gunung Gading. it must be very fun.. n i have to miss all of it.. dunno if i will have another chance to go there..
mm.. but im so thankful that final (FINALLY) i get a very cooperative patient that is willing to be interviewed. got to do it nicely, as i will prerent it to Prof. Fadzillah.. huhu..
sedihz...
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