I know I am such a big-headed stubborn bad girl. Upset with the fact. I don't want to be like this. But I am trapped in a situation where I am forced to hold strongly to my principle. Though, I know, it brings me no good, brings him no good. Brings more disaster. Brings more pain.
Though I want it to end, at the same time, deep in my heart, down there where nobody has ever reached out to, refused to go out of the comfort zone. The love that I get, I swear, no one could ever give it to me.
When everybody else leaves me, abandons me, he comes.
When everybody else doesn't give it a damn, he cares.
When everybody just refuses to hear me, he listens.
When everybody else is blind to see, his eyes penetrate deep into my heart, right to my soul.
Whenever I speak no words, try to hold my tears, he, one who is kidnapped by distance, knows I am crying.
Above all, whenever I am in the utmost awful times, the moment my head touches his chest, listen to his heart, beating, so alive, the beat somehow diffuse into my blood, circulate to my heart, and ours, beat together, in 1 rhythm...
Tell me boy, before you judge me, who else can give me such great love....
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I do.
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