insomnia

Having insomnia lately. To be exact, initial insomnia.

Would that mean an early sign towards depression?

My Psy book had all gone down the trash can, cause I know that I won't get myself near to that field.

I mean, it is nice talking to people with Schizophrenia, it is interesting to know what's in their minds, what is the voice telling them, what do they see.

But we all know that is not true. it is just a disorder of the brain, malfunction of some of the chemical connecting the neurons.

Shit, this long empty holiday melts my brain.

To continue, I know what's bugging my mind. All those never-ending-prob.

Trying to call for some help, but I guess it is on the way. It was yesterday, is today, and will be still on the way tomorrow.

Well, yesterday, I add one new person to my friend list. Not a friend yet though, and may not be. At least I talked to a stranger, which is a potential friend. Which I am so desperate for at the moment.

I should socialize more, make more friends. But weizen is just poor in making friends.

People usually have the impression of That girl is so cold (looking at me).

Well, I am what I am. it is hard to change. it is just the outer me. If only people understand...

The typing sounds seems to lullaby me. Gonna head back to the bed. Try to sleep.