Thanksgiving

Hello again.

Time for reflection. Tonight, time for thanksgiving.

Mm.. I miss to sing n worship. Talking bout singing, really, how I wish God could grant me a good voice. I love to sing. But I do not have the voice. :(

So jealous to see those with the gift of voice. If only I could have it, for just one day, is enough. That is how much I want the gift. If only I can sing, I would sing from the bottom of my heart. If only I could sing , i will worship and sing for Him.

Too bad, it is just one of my impossible to-have list. :(

It has been weeks since I didnt go to His house. Too lazy. Oh poor Weizy, how little faith art thy...

Ok let's get back to the main topic! Mm, where should I start with?

My car? Yup, my little humble viva. I still remember, how difficult life was without car during 5years of medical school life. How tired, irritating, troubling, to keep on asking fren's lift to class, to hospital. Have to ask who is going to the hosp, what time they go and follow their time.

And there was one time, when I was so stressed with studies, amd this prob of transport keep bugging me that i just xoudnt hold my tears. I felt so helpless, that I have to follow people everyday. And that time, all I can think was, if only I have a car right now!

but God is fair. Which is always my belief. He never abondoned His people, but His people do. He let me stay in the hostel for 3consecutive years, which not many students were given that oppurtunity. And He gives me frens that are not calculative and willing to give me a lift.

And therefore, I thank Him for them.

And now, I finally have my own car! It is just a viva, though. Not vios. But I am so grateful for it. I love my car that if it is a guy I would have kiss him..

It is not about the size, the brand, but how hard I earn that car! (though downpayment is by my dad la... Kekeke)

The more hard-earned thibg is, the more I apprexiate,it, the more I love it.

Just like my monthly pay. Last time I used to plan to buy this,to subscribe this, to go for regular facial treatment once I work. But now, I am so stingy,to just spend,my money for all those. Though now I spend on the food and eat like a king!

And for that, I thank Him for my dad.