Here I am.
In the living room, havin my breakfast alone. My housemate is sleeping soundly upstair.
It s Monday blue, hectic MOnday.. Anticipating a very busy one.
Well, that's not of my concern at the moment.
Work will never finish anyhow. It flows like a river.
Feeling a bit down. Everyday is a loney day.
Seriously I need someone I can rely upon during times like this.
Some one I can laugh out loud with.
Some one I can share with.
Some one I can relieve my anger at, when I need to (hehehe)
Oh Lord...
Send me at least one human that can be my bestfren here...
All my bestfrens have their own lives, with their other halves. One soon will produce one baby human.
And I am here, all by myself.
Why should my aura cold like ice? At least that s what ppl feel, I guess.
Why cant I seem not to get along with my own species well, the girls, compared to the guys?
Is it because I am the only princess among the princes in my family?
I think it is just my personality. Something that is hard to change.
And why should I admire from far, from a distance?
It always get me palpatation, laughing alone.
It is fun. Cause I am admiring someone who doesnt know that I secretely do..
Or may be he knows? Oh shit!
this, I can never trust myself!
Weizy sometimes is just too naive..
I wish I can be a better actress!
Cuz I always embarass myself in front of someone I admire so much.
Well, I think sometimes body speaks better language than the lips.
I just hope that he is deaf to what my body is speaking.
but hey, it is not something that I can control!
I can have a courage like a strong man has.
But in front of someone I like, I automatically turn into a small rat..
I am just too shy to face him.... (laughing)
And when I get shy, and nervous in front of him, my adrenaline pump becomes stronger.
And I blush. That, that is something I cant hide ok!
And that is the reasom why face mask is very ideal..
Hahahaa ( I m laughing like a pig now)
Whahahahahahah..
Silly weizy. Sometimes feel like knocking my head onto the wall, or immerse my face down the water.
Well, that s part of my entertainment here...
Almost 5, I havent got my pants ironed yet!
Ciau!
Monday, March 5, 2012
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