God, surprise me...

God, everything happens for a reason. You have been silent for so long. Now, i feel that i begin to see the wonder of your work. Lately, i realize how beautiful life is. I feel at peace. I don't know how to describe it, but it is peaceful. I anticipate some kind of depression, but i haven't felt it yet. Past few days, Things happened unplanned. And it brings joy. I do not why. i do not want to find why. Cause, God.. I want you to surprise me. I am tired of being in control of everything. This time, lead me Lord.. I begin to wonder, was it your plan? Being extended in the last posting, seems like you do not want me to go to Karakit. Sounds like you have a better plan, which i still have no idea about. A friend from the past comes right at times when i need it. I feel so much peace with this one. I do not know why.. This one, is different. God, open my heart to your wonders. Surprise me...