Hehe.. I dunno though exactly how to shape it, but I just follow my innermost instinct, shaped it according to my natural eyebrow line. I noticed that my face is a lil bit assymetry, especially the eyes. The left eye is higher than the right. Few times my friends asked me " why one of your eyes look small?" Yes, the asymmetry makes one of the eyes appears smaller than the other. BUt I cant tell exactly which one is. Because sometimes it is the right looks smaller, sometimes the other one. Weird. And then the distance between the eyelines and the eyelashes margin are also not same. I dunno which one, but one of it the distance is very narrow. So, sometimes it makes me look like a chinese girl. But sometimes the distance opens wide, and I look more like a Bumi.
Eyes.. Amazing, isn't it? Eyes are the window to the world. Eyes can tell any things without the mouth speaks.
How I wish there is one in this world that can know me through my eyes. Then I could spend the whole starry night at the beach with him, in a total silence, let alone the wave of the sea speaks..
MM...
I haven't replied someone's questions yet. What should I say. If only there is a guardian angel to tell me what to do. MMM... Whatever it is, I will get hurt. My heart feels so heavy.
Someone mentioned about attending my Graduation Day. Haha, Feel funny when I think about it. Because It never come across my mind that any one other than my family would purposely come to Kuching just to attend my Graduation Ceremony (which hopefully next year). Then I think, if there is, how nice, isn't it? I would be very happy then. Someones who are special in our life join us in our memorable moments, share the joy and the fruits of all the hard work, is the happiness that money can never buy.
Oh I can't wait for the moment! I can't wait to let my family, especially my dad to see me (finally) graduate with a Degree! I know it is my dad's highest hope to see his children success. But seems like so far, I am the only one that is on the way to achieve that. And I know that he is very very very happy and proud to see his daughter to be a Doctor. It is his dream. He used to say that one of his children must be a doctor and another priest. Haha.. Well, I dun think my bro will choose that way of life. Haha..
MM... Someone other than the family attending the ceremony? Well, If there is, I would be very happy! But I hope that person would be someone who is very special in my life. May be my best friend? Haha.. That girl? I dun think she would. She would be enjoying her practical with her loving BF. Hehe.. She won't have time for that. Well, dun wanna put any hope. To see my family come here, is more than enough. I hope all my bro would too. But I know how impossible is that. They won't take things like this as a very significant event in their life. Sad. I hope my uncle & aunty will come too. I want everyone to be happy that day. O, sure my tear of happiness will drop. Huhu.. I am so emotional in things like this. Hehe..
Dun wanna say so much things about the future now. The future changes. SOmetimes very drastically. Whatever changes it offers, I hope it will do me good. In fact, I do need some changes in life.
What love is?
I almost forget.
I almost forget.
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