Such a stupid food posoning that it occured just 2 days before my big exam, with the deadly high grade fever, chills and rigor. That was the worst food poisoning ever since 4 years ago, when I was poisoned by over-eating yummy durian.
But this time, I dunno what was the cause. May be the Tosei I ate in Ammah Curry House.
It was terrible! I couldn't study at all. I had already enjoyed in the book-free CNY holiday, and wanted to study to the max the remaining days before exam. But the food poisoning spoilt it all.
I almost gave up the exam already. And I decided not to go for the OSCE paper as I was terribly ill. But Prof Anam said, if i didn't do, I would fail. I was so dun wanna fail.. At last, after a rational consideration, with all the energy left, I WALKED to the hospital UNDER THE SUN. Only god knows what tragedy it was....
Go to hell with the food poisoing!
Now I wanna talk about something happy....
Many of my friends said, wa you are so brave! MMM.. Brave?? is that an act of brave? I have been doing that ever since I was in secondary school. Walk and do things alone. Settle my problems myself. Not something that I wanna boast about, but that was just how I brought up. Many people would think that I must have been much pampered like a lil princess by my family since I am the only girl. MM.. what can I say? It is totally wrong. I am not. I am independent. Never felt to be pampered like other children. Miss my mom. May be she would, if only she is still around. Sometimes I wonder, how things would be, if she is. Only God can tell...
Back to the shopping...
I bought 5 tops and 1 piece of 3/4 jeans. All fits me just nicely.. Which means I can't gain weight. If not, I have to keep them all in the cupboard folded and untouched. Hehe.. I purposely buy a 27 sized jeans, and not the 28. I tell myself, "Girl, if u want to wear nice clothes, mind ur weight"
Hehe... But so far so good. I have been sticking well to my sit-ups exercise. hehe.. I do at least 2 times a day, 1 time 30 sit-ups. I hope I can maintain it. Not to lose weight, but just to keep my abdominal muscles tight and not flabby. I wish I can do the same to my arms...
Ohhh.. How I wish every month I have an extra money to shop. I am really addicted to shopping. This time, when I shop for clothes, I will opt for sexier ones. Enough with the long baby-t that always been my fav. Now, I want to become WEIZEN in secondary school, who was more fashionable then.
But what can I do, I stay in the hostel, where the majority are Malays. If I wear sleeveless, mini skirt, tube, one-string, most will surely give me one kind of look, like a sinful person, berpakaian tak senonoh di hostel dan fakulti. MM.. what more can I say.. Their definition of berperkaian senonoh and mine are not the same. Obviously I wont wrap myself to be senonoh in berpakaian. As long as we are comfortable, why not? Dun see us like "we are too much, tak jaga budaya timur" just because you dun wear like we wear.
Arghh.. I am so wanting to wear my miniskirt. I have been keeping it in the cupboard for so long. I wanna wear them. But here, I just can't!!! Tahan, tahan, and tahan.... hehehehehe..
Penat la.. bye.
hehe..
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