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Fyuu.. Just swept my room!It was very dirty, dusty, and "hairy"!!!

I wonder why no1 seems to bother bout it.. The last time I swept the room was about 2 weeks ago. I was quite disappointed & a lil hurt when my roomate asked " when was the last time we swept the room, long time already right?"

MMMMM.. Is it "we" or "you"? Cuz I have been constantly sweeping the room, every week or at least 2 weeks. I didn't like to clean the room when my roomates are around. I dun need to tell people or let people know that, "hey, I am cleaning the room k?"

When you dun see me clean the room, doesn't mean that I didn't do my job. I dun like to let people know that I do the job. As long as I know that I am doing my job, it is enough for me, no need to show it off. And, it is way easier & convenient to clean the room while no1 is in. Cuz I usually dun like "obstruction" while doing it. And I also prefer people dun clean or sweep the room while I am in, cuz it is very dusty. I will move the chairs, the table fan out so that I can sweep the floor properly.

Just that I feel hurt. I dun need others to appreciate what I did. But it is disappointed to know that people actually think U dun do the job, when in fact u did, and when actually it is them that didn't do it. Just like what I said, just because u dun see me doing, or u urselves dun do it, dun think that I didn't do it too.. It hurts.

Well, I dun hate or blame anyone for that. People most of the time dun think like we think. We are just unique. Things like this I rather to keep it shut. I dun like to tell that to their face, cuz I am not good at it. So here is the place for me to express it out, freely. And I feel so much better.

Ok. that's about it.

Now, wanna talk about my weight.

Shit, why is that my weigh still 48kg?!! Is the weighing scale in the Opthalmo Clinic doesn't work? I expect my weight to be less than 48, like at least 46! Cuz I have been not eating greedily lately, especially since the food poisoing. And in fact I should have lost at least a lil kg during the food poisoning, as I hardly ate that time. And what I ate, I threw up or dispense it through the "back door". And lately I have been doing sit-ups regularly.. And I dun really feel my abdomen that bloated or bulged out compared to when I last weighed myself, which showed the figure 48.

How come I still weigh 48!!!!!!!

This is weird, isn't it? ( or am I denying the fact that I am actually 48)

This is disappointing, and demotivating!! Seems like what I have worked out, fruitless!

NOOOOO..... Oh noooo..... I wanna go back to my usual regular weight! 45kg!!!! But why now it is still 48!!!!!!