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Monica Weizen Justin is verbally not good in words. So here i am, writing down all my thoughts, my feelings that no one in this world would know. So whoever bother to read this, could understand me better. If there is no one bothers, it is ok. It is simply because i don't create this blog for you, but for myself. :)
If there is anywhere in my stories that you think has something adversely to do with you, i hereby apologize first. I just want to have my own page with my own stories without being censored. The pages are the products of my thoughts that have been derived from a rational reasoning in my own unique way.
I want to be just myself.

Friday, December 4, 2009

blunted mood & affect

mmm.. feel so not in the mood today. i planned to study, since my class ended around noon, so i have another half day to study. But things just couldn't get into my brain. May be the effects of menstruation.
After came back from class, as usual the first thing i did was logged into the facebook, read the news online. After an hour over the internet, my eyes felt tired, so i thought of just taking a 20min nap. But ended up i sleeping until 6pm. Gosh.. i didn't realize i slept so long. how much time i have wasted.
May be i am tired this few days. Sitting on my butt from morning to noon listening to 3 presentations, in which every presentation we have to take attention, jot down important points, coz Prof will always ask us to make the summary at the end of the presentation, along with 1001 questions. It is so mentally exhausted.
One thing i realize is that, human without pressure, can never improve or do work properly. We need some stress to push us working. Otherwise, well just take things easily and lazily. Compared those who presented to Dr. Nampak Menang(Saw Win), those who presented to Prof put more effort in their presentation preparations. Cuz Nampak Menang doesnt scold us, there is no pressure, no need to be afraid.
That is why i like pressure, to some extent. It challenges me, it makes me move, it energizes me.
I like challenge. That is the reason foe me making Melacca as my 1st choice in elective posting. I dun mind posted alone, cuz i know i will survive. Yeay, i am a survivor!!! hehe.. But im so regret choosing it now! Cuz at the time of filling in the form, i didn't know that we have to do a poster presentation. If i get Melacca, means i have to do it ALONE!! Cuz i am the only 1 who applied there. Huhu...

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