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Monica Weizen Justin is verbally not good in words. So here i am, writing down all my thoughts, my feelings that no one in this world would know. So whoever bother to read this, could understand me better. If there is no one bothers, it is ok. It is simply because i don't create this blog for you, but for myself. :)
If there is anywhere in my stories that you think has something adversely to do with you, i hereby apologize first. I just want to have my own page with my own stories without being censored. The pages are the products of my thoughts that have been derived from a rational reasoning in my own unique way.
I want to be just myself.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

sad.. terribly missing someone right now..

oooo.... why oh why.. people cant stand a little test. Aren't test good? It differentiates us between gold and silver, then silver and bronze. well.. which category should i put u in?
MMM.. at the moment, u seem to be bronze to me. U disappoint me.
But who am i to test people? is not God the only one who have the complete right & worth to judge us?
i dunno. i am confused. May be i am too much in control of everything. How many times has God reminds me of trusting him with all our heart. Envelop ourselves in His Majesty Love..
Dear God, i am just ur servant, who is very weak and always in fear of losing everything if i lose control..
i am aware too God,it is the moment when we lose control,that marks our surrender, giving up our human minute strength all back to u. It is through our weakest point that u work your way out. So that we realize how mighty you are, Lord...
Lord, remind me always of that.. it is not the healthy that needs doctor, but the sick. U r the doctor who reaches out to the sick..
And God, i pray that u always bless him, grant him joy.. If there is anytime that he feels lonely like i do, be with him Lord. Amen.

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