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Monica Weizen Justin is verbally not good in words. So here i am, writing down all my thoughts, my feelings that no one in this world would know. So whoever bother to read this, could understand me better. If there is no one bothers, it is ok. It is simply because i don't create this blog for you, but for myself. :)
If there is anywhere in my stories that you think has something adversely to do with you, i hereby apologize first. I just want to have my own page with my own stories without being censored. The pages are the products of my thoughts that have been derived from a rational reasoning in my own unique way.
I want to be just myself.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Lonely night

Tonight is so lonely, just like any other nights. I got a sms from Belinda who is instead of 217B-bound studying Psychiatry, now in Singapore attending her family gathering for Family Book Lauching. Gosh! There is such a thing of launching a Family Book! Must be a big and merry family gathering.
She purposely sent the msg while i was studying to distract my attention. I know her! She said that Singapore now is so in a christmas atmosphere, like a little New York..
Mm.. i can imagine a huge Christmas Tree in an open air, decorated with bright beautiful color of lights, different sizes of christmas presents under the Christmas tree, and of course with the Christmas Song!! Nice..
I never really been in a Real Christmas Atmosphere. Christmas day is just an ordinary day to me. May be if i am in the European country, i can really feel it. Wish i can go there, or at least travel to overseas.
Now my life is so limited, restricted by resources constraint.
But it is ok, now i am like a small little bird, learning and saving my energy to fly. When i am fit enough, i will soar like an eagle, floating and flying on the unlimited sky. I am waiting for that day...
No, i should not be distracted by Belinda's sms. I know God is sending her to tempt me into fun and forget about Psychiatry. haha...
Belinda, i wont get tempted by u. Enjoy la u. Next few days, sure i will hear complaint from somebody saying not enough time to study... :P haha..

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