PMS

It started with feeling of unusual sadness in the morning. I felt like i just wanted to cry, feel so sad. I just couldn't figure out why. Then i suddenly thought of my dad. He was admitted 9 days ago due to fever with chills & rigor, accompanied by yellowish greenish sputum. So i guessed he had some infection in the lung, most probably bacterial pneumonia. CXR clear though. He was given prednisolone & iv antibiotic. I was scared that something bad might happen to him. Since he has severe poor controlled asthma all this while. His lungs are very prone to infection and not as good as a normal lung in fighting infection. So i sms him, asking if he has already been discharged. He didnt replied. It made me worry more. Called my bro who is now sitting for SPM, alas couldnt get through. Sms my eldest bro. didnt get any reply. I really worry. But the 1 whole day lecture with prof. fadzillah spare me the thoughts. then finally my dad replied and said that he was just discharged but now having the side effects of the Predisolone & also the antibiotic. But then,I am so relieved to know that he is already discharged. Thanx God.
Now let me continue with my PMS. Later in the afternoon, until now, i become irritable. EVerything seems not right to me. And i am getting irritable towards my new roommate. She always talks on the phone for very long time, like 30min to 1 hour in the room. It kinda disturbs me. Imagine there are 3 people inside 1 small room. N when one talks, the other two can hear what u are talking about in the phone. It is not like i am very interested in what she's talking about. But i just couldn't help not listening. it is not like there is a rule in the room that we cant talk on the phone. i do talk on the phone in the room. But i make it as a short conversation as i can, cuz i dun wanna disturb the rest. But if u know that u want to talk sweetly to ur bf,n u know that u gonna spend a long time cuddling on the phone, please consider the other 2 people in the room. It is just nice that if u could talk outside the room. It is already stuffy enough to have 3 person inside 1 small room, not to mention the 2 table fans on the floor, the extension cord with the wire everywhere, and 2 double-Decker beds. It makes the room airless,un- breathable.
mmm.. i have no choice but to stand it. Hope this 3-person-in-1-room thing not gonna be long. i need my privacy too.. on top of that i pay the hostel fee the same amount with those who have only 1 roommate. It is not fair at all.
ok that's it. i cant spend too much typing though there seems to be so much i wanna tell, i have to study. exam is coming soon. May be next time ok.