Kanyang..

I am so full. I had sayur kangkung with belacan & sardin for my lunch. All of which was home cooked. I cooked it. :)
I found that enjoying something only after u have suffered like hell in gaining it, is a very meaningful moment. Let me give u an example:
My class started from 8am-11am. My stomach started shouting in the middle of the class. I was so hungry. I didn't eat anything except for crackers with tea i had for breakfast. After class, i could have just bought food from the cafe. But i controlled myself. Tahan.. kejap lagi sampai hostel masak nasi ok sayang weizen?.. haha.. that is how i usually persuade myself.. Actually it was not very difficult to prepare the lunch as i just need to warm the dishes together with the rice i cooked. Wait for "tak" sound from the rice cooker, and then there it is, ready to be served!!
Haha.. well, this is a lame example.. ok la, another example ok..
My lappy was always running out of space. It was full with all kinds of files and folders, like medical notes, pictures, and the most space-occupying song folders. I was so upset that i had to keep on trying to find files that were not important, deleted them so i could save some space for the in-coming new files. It was so tiring. and the most frustrating was that, i had to be very super selective in saving files. I could only afford to save the important notes. I had to let go all the movies and series that i had long wanted to watch like House, Gray's Anotomy, Prison Break. I had been wanting an external hardisc for the past 2 years. But i couldn't afford it, it was so expensive. Even if i have extra money, there will always been other priorities to spend on. The desire to have an external hardisc was just buried like that. sad..
Finally this year 2009, i got my practical allowance, and this time i determined to get myself one external hardisc. And yeah, i got it! I surveyed the whole computer shops in Saberkas to get the cheapest price for the best brand i could afford. Finally i got Transcend at the price of RM300 in one of the shop, the cheapest for the same kind. Yes!!! That was how hard i get myself an external hardisc! I had to resist the temptation, bear with the only "delete and save" way to space some space, and forget bout buying an external hardisc for a while. And i bought it with my own money. How I sayang my external hardisc... hehe.. Ooops, i forgot to buy a cover for it! Soon, soon,.. hehe..
Actually this is also a lame example, i have many more experience in my life in which i have to struggle so much to get what i long for in my life. I never regret it, indeed i enjoy it. Not many people are destined to suffer like me. I give all the glory and honour to the Almighty One. Thank you Lord!