Should I go to sleep now? I didn't study much. Only read a lil bit bout Ewing's Sarcoma. MM.. Stil thinking bout the Sabahan patient that just diagnosed having this disease. I didn't know that it is very highly malignant until I read bout it.
MMM.... He said the doc told him the survival rate is about 80%. I hope so, cuz the book says only 60% of 5 year survival rate.
I hope that when I finally become a doctor one day, God will give me strength to break bad news to patient and the family. I hope I don't cry together with them! I am endowed with this very soft-heart. Whenever I see people on trouble, especially those who are poor, with terminal diseases, I feel sad for them. Sometimes my tears fall too.
I just dunno whether I would have the heart and courage to tell someone that there is no chance for him to live longer, that he should be prepared for it. Cuz if I am the family member, I too have no idea whether I could take it or not.
May be I have felt what a loss is. That is why telling another person that he is going to lose his life, or the family member that they are going to lose their beloved ones, the feelings of loss I once had come back again.
MM.. let alone be the breaking bad news for the time being. I am not yet a doctor. :)
Wanna sleep..
Hope I get a nice dream tonight. Last night, Dunno what weird dream I had. My dreams are never a rational ones. Always been the silly, rubbish dreams.
Can I dream a 6 digit number? I swear if I get that dream with big 6-digit numbers, I will call my brother to help me buy Jackpot, or I will buy it myself. Hoho..
If only life is as easy as hitting a jackpot. .
Anyhow, I am so thankful with whatever I have now. My family, my friends, the little money I have, the moment now, everything. .
No matter how much I complaint about the insufficiency of my life, I know there are people out there, far worse than what I could imagine what a poor life is.. And yet, they still can survive.
Thank you Lord.
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