nausea

I am feeling not well these few days. My abdomen feel bloated. I keep on blurping. I am nauseated. Whenever i drink or eat, I will burp and feel like to vomit. But I cant vomit anything, just the feelings.


I am hungry... But cant take in heavy food. I don't like the nausea feelings.


Last night, something unexpected happened. Something that I was waiting for. My postout in YM "No response. Numbnes". I had been put out that postout for quite a long time. But I just feel that I was waiting in vain. And so what if what I waited come? So I decided to delete it.


But few days after that, It really happened.


It did' start off very smooth. I didnt really expect the reaction.


But I am at fault. Kinda selfish, Indeed very selfish. My intellectual mind sometimes just couldn't pace with my soft heart. The reasoning of the mind was just too strong that the heart could convinced it.


They were in fight then.


mm.. No matter what, I am thankful it didn't end up just like that. Otherwise, I will lose another pal.