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Monica Weizen Justin is verbally not good in words. So here i am, writing down all my thoughts, my feelings that no one in this world would know. So whoever bother to read this, could understand me better. If there is no one bothers, it is ok. It is simply because i don't create this blog for you, but for myself. :)
If there is anywhere in my stories that you think has something adversely to do with you, i hereby apologize first. I just want to have my own page with my own stories without being censored. The pages are the products of my thoughts that have been derived from a rational reasoning in my own unique way.
I want to be just myself.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Sunday Morning.

I am now forcing myself to make some notes on Peripheral Nerve Injuries. Indeed, I was on it since last night. It irritates me that my basic anatomy is damn lousy. And it irritates me more when I still forget despite having read about it thousand times!

Is it only me or everyone have the same problem? Arghhh!!!!

I have to force myself doing this. Cuz I dun wanna fail any posting, especially this one, the Orthopaedics. It is a Major Posting. Can't afford to lose it. I want to try my best graduating from medical school without any failures. Can I?

Well, actually I have failed once, and I still remember it. I failed the 1st quiz in the 1st posting. And It was preceded by another failure in TMX the Computer course. Of course, I was very frustrated. U know, it was the beginning of medical school, and I already failed! It rally made me doubt of my ability to continue! It taught me a good lesson though! Since then (but not for so long), I wake up early everyday to study!

The failure is indeed a blessing in disguise. After that, Thanx God, I never fail. And God, help me to maintain it. I may not be as smart as the best student in my batch, Michelle. She is so blessed with such a genius brain. But I believe nothing comes just like that, it must be accompanied by at least some effort. Yeah I am not like her. But I just want to make a record of myself.

"No major failure in medical school."



And there is another good reason for me to make notes. The exam is in the week just after CNY Holiday. For sure I am not gonna study during that precious day off! I have been missing my family so much already. Wanna spend this time wisely, i.e no book! I miss my cute lil bro and sis too. They are so cute that I just want to bite and chew their small faces! Haha.. And I plan not to bring my laptop as well. Just gonna bring the self-made note and read it (if i have the time).


Wooo....... SO cannot wait for CNY!!! So happy that I can eventually go back! But the holiday is too short, only 7 days! Damn it, I should have bought a ticket on Thursday instead of Friday, and I can add 1 more day to my happy CNY! Pity me huh?? People can have may be 2 weeks of holiday, but me? I have to rush back here to study for exam! Yeah, that is the sacrifices we medical students have made so others can live!


I have so many tasks to accomplish during the days off. I have to confirm the accommodation, who to ask for a renting car, what are the places in Sabah I can bring my Sakai friends (including me) from West Malaysia to, during our up coming elective posting in Keningau this end of March.

And not to forget my date with my lovely best friend Tay to have a Japanese Buffet. We have been drooling our saliva on it long long time ago. BUt we were so stingy to take out rm60 just for a dinner. It is like, when we want to take it out, mm.. I can buy so many other things with this 1 rm50 note, instead of this buffet i could go for rm20 steamboat in which I also can at myself to death, rm60? It can last me about half a month if I really tight on my budget. There we were, thinking, fighting, thinking again, the pros' and the cons'. At last, we decided for the steamboat buffet which cost us rm20 each, one third of the Japanese Buffet.

Haha.. Kesian betul!!

But this time people, we have decided, with our heart and soul.... That we, WEIZEN JUSTIN and TAY KWAN TENG, will go for JAPANESE BUFFET!!! Yeay!!!! I cant wait. The day I fly to KK, I will let (or rather force) myself in a temporary state of hunger munger, then eat like a (cute) piggy pig in the afternoon with Tay! Haha!! Yes yes yes!! Can't wait for it!!!

HahahaahHahahaHaha!! Thinking of it, just make me happy!! Hahah.......


It is 5.30. I am actually waiting for the time to reach 8.30. I guess Belinda is so fed up grounded in apartment 217 room B that she asked me last night to have a breakfast at Hung Hung Inn. And I want to see if this, another species of pig in room B, (the other pig is me) could wake up in time or not. :)

Sometimes, I really have no choice but to salute her. She really can sleep man! Fuyohh... I just can't. Cuz my body will never allow me to sleep very long, or else Headache!!

I have in mind already what to order later. Roti canai kosong, may be 2 pieces. Hehe.. with a glass of Teh Tarik. I hope the breakfast would boost my energy and interest up for the next hours of the day!

I can't wait to go to church in the afternoon. I want to sing and worship Him, whom I have left alone this week, though many times I promised not to. MM.. Y cant I be persistent in my decision?... Sorry God..

Seems like I have a pressure of thought this early Sunday Morning! MM.. gotta get going. May be should do some laundry now. Otherwise, it will be accumulated until another week passes.

Tata...

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