I just finished OSCE, one part of my Ear, Nose, and Throat examination, will be continued again tomorrow, after which I will temporarily for 72hours free like a bird.
Once the time is up, I will be locked up again in a new world of Orthopedics.
It is not about examzzz that I want to talk about.
Just want to express my feelings, again.
Again, I feel sad. Actually I feel lonely more. Yeah, LONELY is the best word to describe what I feel now.
I need love.
Need Tatayoung.
Miss Tatayoung.
Sometimes, I feel that God is cruel to me. Why does He like to see me lonely?
God is very powerful. He does everything he likes.
I wonder, If God has set everything long before it happpens, why would He bother to create us?
Is not that whatever he plans will come true? Then why bother to create us just to carry his plan out?
He wants to prove that He is The Almighty?
He wants to show to us that He is capable of doing everything?
Oh God, why do you choose me? To do something that will hurt me?
Well, God.. I dun mind to carry things our for you, I really don't mind. All I want is your love, to walk with me while the day turns dark.
BUt where are you when I need you?
Why do you prefer to be a silent Creator? A creator that far from his creations, controlling them from a very far distance.
MMM.. this is just one of my millions whine and complaints...
Show me the way Lord.
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